week 13 : bittersweet symphony

two people whom i grew close to left beginning of this week.  they went back to home to get ready for the upcoming semester.  oh college, life is somewhat dull without you.  but the real world is throwing me curve balls left and right currently.  i already miss dr cinnamon and mi.  i would have deep conversations with them, bitch fits, and lots of laughs.  family dinners are no more.  no more hippy meals.  no more pizza pizazz.  no more dirty dishes piled high.  no more used car lot parking lot.  i can't believe the summer is almost gone.  a few months ago i never though i would make it this far, but here i am, and there they go.  i lost two friends but i'm gaining another back.  someone i thought i would never see again, someone i was once in love with, someone who broke my heart, and someone who i shut out of my life for good, or so i thought.  ne is back in my life.  and it's not too different yet.  but here we are.  it's difficult.  i want to just pick up where we left off, but i don't want to rush things.  then again we only have a month and a half.  a good friend said to me "i know you don't regret, but don't regret."  i think that's my motto for the rest of summer.